Learning a hard language myself
I know what it feels like to be stuck.
I studied Mandarin seriously: HSK level 4 with a score of 210, a place in the Chinese Bridge competition in 2025, and study experience connected to Hubei University, plus travel across China including Enshi.
I mention it for one reason, and I want to be exact about what it means. HSK 4 lets me hold a conversation and help someone get through a day. It does not make me a Mandarin grammar teacher, and I do not do certified translation. Anyone selling you that on an HSK 4 is overstating it.
What it does give me is the part that matters for you: I have been the adult beginner who freezes mid-sentence, who is corrected in public, who memorises lists and still cannot say anything. When I tell you the wall you have hit is normal and passable, that is not teacher-talk. It is memory.
It also has one practical use. Chinese speakers who have just moved here hire me to come along to a viewing or an appointment and explain, on the spot, what is being asked — the everyday kind, never sworn or legal work. That is described here, and 中文说明在这里.